BANGANG

I am back in malime.. and crying while typing this.. I just cannot accept the fact that he would do this to me.. it hurts.. it is such a waste to tell him everything.. he only sees the angelike part of HER.. and the best part is HER is one of my closest friend here... I'm tired of all this shit.. But I cannot do anything.. my college is having a programme and the three of us is involve in this programme.. i dont want to mix my personal with work.. so I;ll just have to wait when the time comes... and the waiting is killing me.. I just want to get this over with and moved on!! Ya Allah, jika ini yang engkau takdir kan untukku, tabahkanlah dan kuatkan lah hati ini untuk menerima segala ujian yang harus ku hadapi depan 'mereka'.. hanya engkau saja yang tahu perasaan ini..

MY DAY

so today i got to spend my half day with moomah!! we went to tnb, late lunch at a&w and did some window shopping at amcorp mall.. i also used my 50 bux voucher at popular.. and these are the things that WE bought..



*yes you are right, i am kinda like missing you


XOXO

I CRIED

a tear drops as I walked down the stairs and got into the car.. it all happened at TTDI market.. it has been awhile I cried, I am extremely sad.. I am very very very sorry kelabu and family.. I dont want to this, but I have to for your own good.. 'MAAFKAN DAKU' thats what my mother said as we walked away from them.. :'(

XOXO

AEROBIC DANCE!!

How I miss my Senamrobik class and aerobic dancing with my beloved z, h, a, n f at my college. From now on, insyaAllah I will make this as my routine.. Fun steps and moves.. :D



XOXO

LET'S JUST HOPE FOR IT

I hope YOU come across this.

XOXO

I LOVE SHOPPING

Jalan Tunku Abdul Rahman or also known as Jalan Masjid India is a must shopping pit stop for my family and I when hari raya is about to arrive.. but not just that, we will also go there to shop if there is any wedding ceremony coming.. so yeah, my sister is about to get married in few months.. so it is not wrong for me to say that I will go Jalan TAR every week.. yes, EVERY SINGLE WEEK!! there are many many many things to buy.. and I am not going to list out the stuff.. haha but I don't mind walking all day long at a place that is full with human, accompanying my mum and sister, as long as I get something at end of the day..hehe

XOXO

THE FEELING

I just hate the feeling when you think about that one particular thing all day long and it turns out that you are not sure which one to choose and you end up with no solution in choosing the right thing.. and it is more harder when you just have to keep it to yourself and never spit it out.. -.-

XOXO

NEW MONTH, NEW YEAR, NEW POST!

I don't know why but I just can't stop myself from laughing.. *laughing silently since my mother is right next to me watching tv* and it is all because of ME.. yea me.. why me? why not you why not him or why not her? because its ME! hahaha it is sooooo ME.. when I started blogging, then the whole day I want to blog.. every single thing I want to post! but if I stop posting for like a day, and for sure the next post would be... like.. THE NEXT YEAR! :P I am not sure when will I become an 'obsessed blogger'.. I want to become one not because I wanted to be famous, but it is the memory that I want to read over and over again and would like to keep it alive.. So, my dear yours truly, PLEASE BE CONSISTENT IN UPDATING YOUR BLOG..

xoxo