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I am back in malime.. and crying while typing this.. I just cannot accept the fact that he would do this to me.. it hurts.. it is such a waste to tell him everything.. he only sees the angelike part of HER.. and the best part is HER is one of my closest friend here... I'm tired of all this shit.. But I cannot do anything.. my college is having a programme and the three of us is involve in this programme.. i dont want to mix my personal with work.. so I;ll just have to wait when the time comes... and the waiting is killing me.. I just want to get this over with and moved on!! Ya Allah, jika ini yang engkau takdir kan untukku, tabahkanlah dan kuatkan lah hati ini untuk menerima segala ujian yang harus ku hadapi depan 'mereka'.. hanya engkau saja yang tahu perasaan ini..